I went to see my son for his birthday, so I drove 9 hours to the Netherlands. We spent 5 days in a hotel nearby his school, in the middle of the forest. As I ordered online a gift for him, I also ordered myself a book. This book has facilitated me a life changing look on finances. I truly recommend it to anybody who wants to look into themselves. It is written by Nancy Levin, the book is called “Worthy, boost your self worth to grow your net worth.” it is a Hayhouse published book.

As I was sitting on the terrace I watched my son play while I read this book. I skipped the praises and started with the Foreword. I realize now I have misread her words, but the effects are life changing for me. As I was reading I read that finances is like breathing. Everyone has to inhale and exhale. My subconscious mind immediately made the equation that finances is like breathing. more specific, as ki-Breathing. If you are familiar with Aikido, a martial art, you know what a deep inhale and exhales it takes and how the life force energy also known as Ki, which is all around us, nurtures us.

I attuned to my financial breathing and as I became aware of how my financial breathing took place, I felt shocked that I scarcely had an in-breathe, my out-breathe was clearly more occurring. As I observed myself financially breathe, I saw how emaciated an inner subtle body showed itself to me. On each out-breathe I realized that I had this month only two income streams. One came from my partner and observing how my financial out-breathe (financial spending pattern) affected our relationship, It was like I hit myself in my own face. It was not beneficial to our relationship and he does urge me to change on a financial level, I never understood really how. Because I am very well capable to manifest my desires. And am very equipped to manifest people into my life who help me manifest my wishes. I am not well trained in manifesting money to pay for all my longings myself… It takes a lot of love, kindness, patience and affection of my partner to encourage me to change this type of behavior.

It took this equation with breathing to understand the nature of finances. It is like (Ki) breathing…! No need of feeling guilty, trapped or lucky. it is a simple fact that in today’s society a healthy financial awareness is required to anticipate normally in our society. To see myself emaciated due to my financial breathing, was very confronting, this has to change NOW.

Days went by while the inner realization process about my financial breathing continued. It was already a liberation not to feel that ever present guilt which left my mind since my deep realization off the effects of the family secret of my mother. (you can read that story in another blog on this website). It was while I drove through Germany I played and expanded my financial breathing consciousness. I became aware that most of my financial income streams in my past are provided by male. I work mostly with male clients and often I had male chefs while working in hospitality service. My partner has been an income provider for many years now. So while being very aware of my conscious mind, my subconscious mind, my higher self and me as spirit, I allowed my self to receive finances from female.

As I did this I became aware that I was not eager to get in touch with female clients, there this underlying fear they would be representing my mother or step mother poisoned me and made me block them from my business. How silly this was. Letting female into my consciousness and allowing them to become clients, I observed this very visually based process. I perceived how from all corners around me woman contacted me and offered their financial relationship towards me. As I breathed this in, I became aware how much more whole this felt inside me.

Then the next step was attuning to locations of financial income streams. As I kept on breathing I became aware that from different locations around me connections where being created with me and on each inhale I saw a money-flow coming in, and on each out-breathe I saw money going out on several different locations. This felt very healthy to me.

Imagine me driving on the highway, night was falling, the sky was dark of the thunderstorm. Lightnings went horizontally in front of me through the sky.
While I was playing and expanding my aware financial breathing.

View while becoming aware of my financial breathing
I am well trained contacting the spirit of humans, this is easily done while doing anything. Such as car driving, working in a restaurant, walking through a forest or cycling a bike. I am not those who consider spiritual work needs to be done with the eyes closed, sitting on a meditation pillow. This is how my angels have trained me since 1999. And somehow while driving it made sense to me.

I went into the next step of conscious financial breathing. Again, it is very much like Ki breathing. This is a full body breathing, while Ki energy, which is all around us, is being brought into our system on each in-breathe, while it goes there where it is needed on each out-breathe. So in a way I am trained via Ki breathing to utilize this breathing to fill up where there is a deficiency.

The next step of aware financial breathing made me aware of the social, cultural status of those who are willing to commence a financial relationship with me. People who are pleased to pay me money for my skills. When I felt a stream, I attuned to their gender and what social and cultural status they have. So this process took me about half an hour to have checked the several sources of finances for me.

While each in-breathe became deeper, less tension was felt in my lungs. I felt deeper levels of relaxation occurring in my bodily systems, as well in the subtle body I saw before as emaciated(starved),  started to show itself more healthy and nurtured.

Then I took the next step. Continuing to be attuned to my financial breathing I became aware of the financial status of those who are willing to pay me for my services. It was astonishing to see that there are so many different levels of financial status among them. As I perceived one being very very poor, and knowing that working with me was her way out of that current state of life, I perceived also one who has an abundance of money but a broken heart, not knowing how to fix that. I felt persons having a healthy state of finances but a deeply negative thought pattern, absolutely convinced that I was the last resource to get rid of this negativity. Reading them, it was also interesting to feel that they all are honestly happy with paying me. And if not, willing to work with me on that.

The other important step I made in my aware financial breathing was the process of attuning to age. As I became more acquainted with the conscious financial breathing. So on each physical in-breathe, a financial in-breathe occurred, and on each physical out-breathe a financial out-breathe occurred. While breathing I saw visual that several income streams came from all around me (I was driving on the A5 in Germany). Then I consciously attuned to the age of the different income providers. It helped my subconscious to accept that income can come from all sorts of people of all ages. Somehow it was the missing information which made me being aware of the multi dimensionality of this awareness exercise. All felt much more real after this piece of information. I came home at 2 in the night and fell asleep shortly after we went to bed.

This morning I phoned with a friend and we checked his financial breathing. It turned out to be not so healthy. What was interesting, was that his out-breathe did not pass his auric field. Seeing this both, I asked the angels to set up a healing space. As I read it, it turns out this financial out-breathe block came from a past life where he kind of cursed that life’s financial abundances. we had the Angels work on it, clear the self created blocks and as he continued to attune to his financial breathing we perceived the change set in motion.

Again, this confirmed what became obvious to me due to my aware financial breathing revelation. What assists a person in the process of healing and growth, is the quality of the expanded awareness of the person who guides you through the process. It was not words written by Nancy Levin which gave me the revelation, but the foreword written by Doreen Virtue. One of worlds best known writer of Angel books etc. She has because of her ties to the angelic realm a normal state of expanded awareness. This supports the process of any one reading her books. Another writer who has this remarkable is Michael J. Roads. His books are easy to use to unfold a metaphysical consciousness due to hís metaphysical awareness. So is it with my exercises. When you attune you can surf on my aware and expanded consciousness to make this process easier for yourself. Test it yourself.

Here is the exercise:
“Aware financial breathing.”
Allow yourself the time you need
to fully perform this exercise.

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Step 1.
Become aware of your financial breathing. Allow the information to come to you as it is comfortable for you. This means it might come in image flashes, in words or thoughts, in feelings, or you might even taste the quality of your financial breathing. Use whatever intuition sense is comfortable for you.
Let’s now inhale, and as you inhale become aware of your financial in-breathe.
Let’s now exhale, and as you exhale become aware of your financial out-breathe.
How is your financial breathing? Do you breathe at all? Do you only inhale or only exhale? Is it deep or just superficial?
Let’s now inhale, and as you inhale become more aware of your financial in-breathe.
Let’s now exhale, and as you exhale become more aware of your financial out-breathe.
Float up and write down what you became aware off.

Step 2.
Let’s now inhale, and as you inhale become aware of your financial in-breathe.
Let’s now exhale, and as you exhale become aware of your financial out-breathe.
Invite in your holy guardian angel to assist you in this process. If you are not yet aware of your holy guardian angel, no worries. I have instructed my holy guardian angel to connect with yours and have the process explained, so they know all how this aware financial breathing works now. Your Holy Guardian Angel is well equipped to explain this to you on the level you are open and ready to receive the needed information.

Visualize to receive several income streams which/whose intentions are in full alignment with your highest path of Destiny. Allow your self some time to breathe and while looking around you with your inner eyes. Allow yourself to become aware of the several income-streams which are in total alignment with your current highest path of Destiny.
Let’s now inhale, and as you inhale become aware of your financial in-breathe.
Do you notice any changes?
Let’s now exhale, and as you exhale become aware of your financial out-breathe.
Allow yourself to become aware of the spending patterns which are in total alignment of your highest path of Destiny.
Do you notice any changes?
Float up and write down what you became aware off.

Step 3.
Let’s allow ourselves to float down.
Let’s now inhale, and as you inhale become aware of your financial in-breathe.
Let’s now exhale, and as you exhale become aware of your financial out-breathe.
In this step we focus mainly on each financial inhale.
Let’s now inhale and as you inhale become aware of your income source provider. Now slowly exhale. Allow yourself as spirit to give yourself a few breathes as you become more and more aware.
Let’s now inhale and as you inhale become aware what gender you income source providers are, men or female. Now slowly exhale. Allow yourself as spirit to give yourself a few breathes as you become more and more aware.
Let’s now inhale and as you inhale become aware where you income source providers are located. Allow yourself to give yourself a few breathes. Slowly exhale.
Let’s now inhale and as you inhale become aware what the income source providers have as social and cultural status. Allow yourself a few breathes. Slowly exhale.
Let’s now inhale and as you inhale become aware what the income source providers have as financial status. Allow yourself to give yourself a few breathes. Slowly exhale.
Now request your Holy guardian angel to clear all blocks preventing a healthy aware financial breathe. Continue breathing regularly and deeply.
Now request your holy Guardian Angel to clear you karma tied to your financial breathing and allow yourself as spirit to give yourself a few deep cleansing breathes.
Now let’s float up and write down some of your perceptions. Take your time before you go to the next step in becoming aware of your financial breathing.

Step 4.
Let’s float deeper down this time.
Let’s now inhale, and as you inhale become aware of your financial in-breathe.
Let’s now exhale, and as you exhale become aware of your financial out-breathe.
In this step we focus mainly on each financial exhale.
Let’s now inhale and exhale, as you exhale become aware of your financial spending patterns. Now once again inhale and slowly exhale. Allow yourself as spirit to give yourself a few breathes as you become more and more aware.
As you exhale, allow yourself to become aware on what and on whom you spend your money on. Slowly inhale.
Let’s now exhale and as you exhale become aware where you spend your money. Allow yourself to give yourself a few breathes. Slowly inhale.
Let’s now exhale and as you exhale become aware what the appearance, the financial emanation of the store or company is where you spend your money. Allow yourself to give yourself a few breathes. Slowly inhale.
Let’s now exhale and as you exhale become aware what the store or company where you spend your money do with that money, do they pay their staff? Do they use incoming money to pay their rent or mortgage? Do they use bits of your money to pay their suppliers? Allow yourself to give yourself a few breathes. Slowly inhale.
Let’s now exhale and as you exhale become aware what a contribution to society it is to participate in the circulation of receiving and spending money.
Allow yourself a few breathes.
Now request your Holy guardian angel to clear all blocks preventing a healthy aware financial out-breathe. Continue breathing regularly and deeply.
Now request your Holy Guardian Angel to clear you karma tied to your financial breathing and allow yourself as spirit to give yourself a few deep cleansing breathes.
Now let’s float up and write down some of your perceptions. Take your time.

HOMEWORK:
It is important to think a few times a day
about your aware financial breathing
by active thinking & perceiving about this while you breathe

Do this 28 days in a row  

and then send me your feedback how this affected your life.